Okay so....Im gonna go to the game friday. Go Tbirds even tho we'll loose prolly. Oh and im going the HORR on Saturday night thats about it. Hey Katie call me to day i have to talk to you

Okay I am pissed beyond belief. my mom totally called the school after i specifically asked her not to and complained about the guy bothering me. And she doesnt even care that im pissed that things are gonna get worse and that one of my friends deep dark secrets could be revieled. I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!

Okay so schools going okay. That guy is still bothering me and now i just want to hit him and break his jaw so that he can't talk. But neways....im kinda mad at my slef right now cuz i saw the guy that i used to like and all those old feelings kida came back again. I was like no!! and they went away...kind of. So yeah. Grrrr... boys suck!! Yeah I really souldnt be listineing to one of the most romantic songs ever right now. But i am I should be listining to...Mudvayne or something get me angry. lol but i can never turn this song off. Damn....

So first day of school. Im pretty happy wiht my teachers. I just really hate Mrs. Jarquin shes stupid. But anyways my scheduals pretty good. Algebra 2 is gonna be a breeze. I GOT THE EASY CLASS!!!! ha ha to all the people who got Nelson. Yeah this guy is a bastard and i have him in 3 of my classes so that kinda sucks. but so far the year doesnt look so bad and put that guy in his place so yeah. HA HA. Im gonna break him like a twig. no just kidding hes not worth the extra work. so yeah oh, and i asked pete the bass player from fall out boy to go to homecoming wih me. so yeah.

So I just want to say that Katie rocks my socks and that Im feeling better. Everyone should go and see bad news bears its sooooo funny and they have really cool music.I still have my same spanish teacher from last year and it sucks cuz all we learned was that mexico city was sinking.No seriously we spent a whole week learning about that. I'm really tired cuz i pulled an all nighter last night for no reason. So im gonna go and watch trl and then take a nap. I voted for Fall Out Boy like a billon times so i hope that theyre at least in the top 3.

Okay, so I just barley got a live journal. Schools about start and it sucks. My life seems to kinda be going to hell lately nothing can go right and im either really pissed off or sad all the time. i dont know what it is. ive been thinking alot latley about what my life is right now. i had this drem last night that pretty much sums it all up. im walking around and its rainning and cold theres four places that i can go the first is my house. i walk in and my parents start nagging me and start fighting with each other and my dad starts drinking and when i try to speak up they throw me out and lock me out. i go to the next house which is my grandparents. i walk in and the start saying that im not good enough and trying to tear me down then they thorw me out and lock me out.so i go to school and when i get there people call me a whore and throw me out so i run to the last place which is my church and i just get ordered around so i try to stand up for myself but they get mad and throw me out again. so in the end im stuck out in the rain with no place to go.then while im stitting out in the rain, somebody comes and picks me upo off the floor and leads me into a place that i hadnt seen before. nobody nags me,argues,drinks,brings me down,they let me be myself. i know its depressing but its really how i feel. i hope things get better.im listening to fall out boy and theres something about their songs that always make me feel better.